Sunday, November 09, 2008
12:27 AM
i think i am too selfish for my own good. i expect too much and return too little. like, my good friend is always there for me yet i can make her feel ignored. perhaps i cant give ppl the kinda love they deserve. i only know how to put myself first, im not capable of the kinda selfless love that you can. i only know how to have fun, ignore ppl's feeling and lashed at them when my fun is taken away. i take things for granted, i dun make ppl feel appreciated for the things that they have done.
someone told me, wo bu ru di yu sui ru di yo. maybe you should for once put yourself first instead of always me, and think for yourself instead. because i know for sure i am not capable of unconditional love, i cannot foresee myself thinking for anyone first rather den myself. i know this is my weakness and sth that i dunno how to change. so maybe its time to be selfish and see me for who i am and for yourself am i the kind of person that deserves what you have done.
good night.
meow?
SQUEAK!
