3:52 AM
i am currently hooked to this song playing on my blog. in case you dunno, the singer is that 15 year old girl who plays Hannah Montana on disney channel, who is caught up in the scadal of her almost naked "artistic" vanity fair photos. seriously, how can any parents let their daughter photographed wrapped only in a blanket? oh my tian.
i think everyone on this planet has heard about the news of this 73 year old daddy who imprisoned his daughter and raped her for 20+ years. and he had 7 kids with her too. 7 without the aid of painkillers leh!!! i hope that old farktub dies a horrible death or sth. or maybe have his penis chopped into penne pasta and his balls fried into meatballs and we can have meatball(human) menu in pasta. not that anyone would wanna touch that contaminated part of his i assume. but still. he deserves a horrible end! he deserved to be set fire upon/skinned/roasted like a pig alive!
i absolutely cannot stand sexual abuse, especially to minors. that poor girl was only 11 when it happened. oh my tian. i cannot fathom how people can bring themselves to harm their kins, their own blood and flesh in such a crude, cruel and violent way.
if there is a god, i suggest he turns into a rabbit the next time round.
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i finally finished my stupid screen shots. just doing the screen shots make me wanna faint, when i think of all the codings i have to do after this!
take a look at this.
this looks deceptively simple right? just a page to show which advertiser im emailing to and the email content. let me tell you, it is soooo fcuking not!
the name and title have to be extracted from the database server. the feature that we used to display the specific advertiser and title is called label. so first you will need to link that label to the specific table and attribute in the server. and den you have to create a connection command. then you have to type the string of codes that tells the server what you wanna get. den you have to create a command called adapter to initialise the command. than you have to store it in somewhere we call a dataset. then you have to open and close the connection.
ALL FOR JUST THAT 2 GODDAMNED LINES.
complicated right? let me explain in human terms. imagine you have an apple and you wanna eat it.
1. in order to do so you need to have a mouth right? that is your label.
2.when you are eating, the muscle/cell will tell the brain to start the chewing process. that is the connection command.
3.when you swallow, the cells inside your body decide whether the stuff that just went down your gullet should be classified as shit, urine or blood or whatever. those cells are the strings of code to tell the server what you want.
4. lets say the cells decide its a pile of shit. another batch of cells will send this pile to the correct channel, the big intestine ("your shit is coming!")! this batch of cells is the adapter which tell the page that data is coming!
5. the pile of shit will stay in the colon (i think thats the term) until you cannot tahan and need a toilet break. which means the data retrieved will stay there until the page loads finish so that it can be displayed!
(i think la. HOHOHO. there's so many freaking different codes to either display data or modify them, even though technically im accessing the database to do something! yeeesh. and the email part hor, im at a total loss of wat to do.)
this is just ONE of my 19 pages, which more may be coming up because my supervisor hvn seen them. :(
so, please stop saying IT course is SLACK. it is NOT. we might not need to do calculations or what shites, but there's tonnes of paper work to do and try finding a line of error in at least 100 lines of coding. its like finding an ant on a patch of grass, and sometimes you dun even know there's an ant. debugging dont always help. more than often it leaves you even more clueless, is that an ant or mosquito?
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i bought a new pair of black skinny online. this time i got a size bigger. HAHA. because the old one i cant squeeze up my thighs. please laugh quietly to yourself hor.
i also got another white hoodie! super loveloves. i was thinking that i dun have any white jackets, den suddenly i remember my fake converse jacket back in year 1!
that one super LOVE ok. its white with pink details. and its the only jacket i can match with my gu-niang floral/lacey skirts. yes i own them okayyyyy! i used to wear once a month. after a short while it disappeared thats why you dun see me wearing skirts anymore. HAHA.
my contact lenses havent come yet! so i continued being an algae today wearing my green bf shirt and my nails still green. weeeeee.
time to sleep and bleed! -.-
meow?
SQUEAK!
