11:43 PM
http://talkplayandlove.wordpress.com/2008/05/29/grievance/
this is why i dun wanna meow.
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11:54 PM
arghhh. pissed off.
my dad went to OPEN UP my results slip that has been mailed to me ONE WEEK AGO. and he FORGOT to tell me, and left it in the pile of other OPENED letters.
my mum saw the letter and THOUGHT that i had already read it.
he said that he didnt read it, THEN WHY GO AND OPEN IT UP?????
im so pissed off lor. if my friend didnt ask about my results, i wouldnt have known it had already been mailed to me.
arghhh. wo shen qi.
seriously i cant find anyth good to say abt this family, other than the fact when i asked for money i get it.
***
MAO MAO is getting crazy. damn. how am i supposed to answer to his parents???
***
the other day i was on the mrt to fishermen's hide out, and guess what? an uncle offered me a seat. -.-
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11:15 PM
de stupid weather is sooooo hot! fuuuuck!
went to work today and don chan say given my level i should be paid onli $4/hr. LOL.
ytd was spent at fishermen's hideout.
he went out to spray his bike and left me in the room. i on-ed the lights to search for my hand cream, and i saw a freaking GRASSHOPPER!
EEEEW!
msg-ed him that his room is invaded and he came back after a while.
the capture:
HAHAHAAA!i waited for it to be caught before i dared to step in the room.
i do not like insects of any kind.
meow?
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1:28 AM
i wanna complainnnnnnn!
today i went to work and xm told me about working with DON CHAN. den he asked them who's the most senior here, who has the highest pay, and WHO TAUGHT THEM CLOSING.
and they all point finger at me!
wtFuuuuuuuck!
puleese. i got teach them thoroughly de hor! is they dun wanna listen, everytime chop chop closing because they are LAZY!
BACKSTABBBBB!!!!
xm also told me this today: "you suffer for a few months under him, den free for 1 year plus when you come to wml. now you suffer agn."
so true la!
so many things to do but only 4 closers! neh neh!
and pay is still the freaking same. thats the worst part. -.-
luckily he bought us a FAN. -.-
soooo long never dig out the garlic bread stuffs to clean the cupboard top! even looonger never scrub floor liao! now must use that jip cleaner to clean cashier top lor.
eew eew!
my myammar mgr is leaving. dang. everytime adjusted to one den he/she will get transfered out. BOO.
today vincent tok came down! the first thing he said to me is, "havent die yet?"
as usual. -.-
today i went to sch for NTH! to help out with some talks for the year 1 that my supervisor is gonna give. waste my time. should have stayed at home and sleep.
blah! night nights!
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1:35 AM
oh my god! look at this! the booklet on the left is the sample from previous grounp of all the documents for our ihp. and the right picture shows my portion of work. this is like a fcukanathan mountain ok! just because i dun wan the coding phrases. MUMMY! teacher give me a lot of work!
episode of xb the dumb dumb:
#8: his way of showing he misses me is to pinch my face together for the puffer fish effect. PERVERT.
he change his msn list group names agn! i angry lor. HMPH~
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1:01 AM
reached school super early today: 1030 am! thanks to xb's incessant wake up call. and he never let me forget that. NEH NEH. wake up calls very wei da meh?
kinda pissed in school. nvm, small matters that my motormouth friend settled on my behalf.
but do not try anyth funny with me. i have 9 lives. HAHAHAAA!
probably now only left 8 la, cos i once had an accident but i survived. =]
episodes of xb the dumb dumb:
#5: today he xiang bu kai and decided to...
-.- this is why we need to shower old people with more care. if not you might find them dangling around with yr fan on top of the ceiling. AMEN.#6: he had to go to sch today and thus not feeling so lonely and called me only twice today. HAHAHA!
#7: he created a blog! the URL is laodapo.blogspot.com [fann wong's mum in the jack neo's gvt movie, recall recall~].
im just kidding. i feel that i have done my part to the community for teaching old man my IT skill.
***
some lil things that i did during the bo liao times in sch.
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
ya lor ya lor! wakakkaka!
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
yeah! i cannot bear the thought of being with someone whose education standard is lower than me. eeew.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
i prefer to squeeze their wallet dry first.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
i very serious de hor.
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
what can i say? im smart. wakakkakaa!
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
i wanna sit in an nice nice office and yell at ppl. den when my butt itchy i shall go home scratch.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
i am courageous! im together with an insane old man that somehow escape from IMH!
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
nonono! i cannot control xb but im not afraid of him. i can meow louder than him hor! scared anot?
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
i know you all love me. =D
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1:36 AM
this is taken from eme's blog:
"My friend squeaks~
long time never see her..
so long until i almost forgot what she looked like.. =x
She's taken le wor..
So you guys better dun have any designs on her..
But i guess u all wouldn't try either..
my friend is capable of anything..
wahaha.."
hahahhahaa! befriend me at your own risk. =X
***
episode of xb the dumb dumb:
#4: he's alone and nobody visited him at his old folks home so he called me 3 times today. poor old mao. meow~
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2:05 AM
cute anot???? i refused to let xb ticker me and he went to ticker the moo on the poster in the mrt instead. wakakaa.
my msn list. wakakakaaa! we are really a lame couple.
episodes of xb the dumb dumb:
#1: he makes me "meow" aloud in the public to prove my love. -.-
HAIS.
#2: today we decide on vongole's name tru' a game of scissors paper stone.
-.-
#3: for the first time in 6 months and 2 days of being together, xb asked me to call him when i get home.
***
hey girl! we do not care about assholes!
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1:41 AM
hey people! make a guess at what is this!
its a.....
foundation! hahahaha!
comes with a chio chio pink box! i likeee! just came in today!
this is my act cute cosmetic #2: my blusher! LOL!
my eyeliners cum eye shadows! im still lacking yellow, red, silver and greeeeeen to complete the collection! wakakakaaa!
i bought this notepad today. damn cute lor. i simply cannot resist.i bought squeaky because they dont sell doggies ones. =[
***
today is our dearest mgr from the dairy farm last day.
no more ahmad to send me home.anyway, today the potential ahmad came down to have a talk with the mgrs. i purposely kept a far fat distance and YET, he still saw my chio chio orange nails with nail art stickers! and still can go "bao tou" to my kuku nie that he wanna slaughter me.
no more reign of chio chio nails. =[
today work is horrible. seriously, PM is full of fcuked up people. i think its time to take flight.
***
xb msg-ed me at 2am in the morning and told me to pre-order the 2 dresses i post below, he wanna buy for his gf. NEH NEH. say until like im not his gf like that.
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12:32 AM
hello people! my bday is coming in like, 1 month time! i know you all wanna get sth for me so let me tell you all what i want! =X
from http://glamorous-closet-preorders.blogspot.com/pre-order ending on 24th may. $17
this is love ok. i got one in white. HAHAHA.
http://flurflurry-checks.blogspot.com/pre-order ending SOON. $19.50
i asked many is this nice but most of them said its SO SO only. but i dun care! i like! and i want! =pPp
thank you people in advance! =D
***
i know i am damn bird-chicken. but i simply cannot stand people who are not very pro-efficient in English, but act as thou they are. PUI~!
i super duper cannot tahan people who come up and tell me "whats up?" in msn or whatever, when THEY are the one who initiate the bloody chat.
FYI, the phrase is used when someone ELSE calls YOU up for a favour or whatsoever, and you REPLY them with "whats up".
since you start talking to me in such a ridiculous sense, please expect something as equally ridiculous like "ceiling" as reply in return.
thank you.
i am really such a bird-chicken.
***
i saw xb today after one week of absence! he has grown a special voice box to meow and woof at the same time! weeee! time to look for exhibitor!
night nights!
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11:10 PM
there seems to be a new natural disaster whenever you turn your head. makes me realise how precious life is. can be gone, just like that.
a cyclone happen just before yr election. if its not a sign from god i dunno wat it is.
***
i hate going to school.
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10:45 PM
i wanna watch this 2 movies!
1. The other Boleyn girl
2. Harold and Kumar 2
wanted to watch run papa run with laopo on fri, but it ended its run! i am fudging sad.
having that thing is very bad. it makes me wanna spend even more. =[
i usually turn a deaf ear on useless comments. save the breath people.
i wan a new phone with a 5mp cam. hahaaa. i dun mind a even better resolution but i dun think there is yet.
i got my lens. feeling very poor right now. =[
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3:52 AM
i am currently hooked to this song playing on my blog. in case you dunno, the singer is that 15 year old girl who plays Hannah Montana on disney channel, who is caught up in the scadal of her almost naked "artistic" vanity fair photos. seriously, how can any parents let their daughter photographed wrapped only in a blanket? oh my tian.
i think everyone on this planet has heard about the news of this 73 year old daddy who imprisoned his daughter and raped her for 20+ years. and he had 7 kids with her too. 7 without the aid of painkillers leh!!! i hope that old farktub dies a horrible death or sth. or maybe have his penis chopped into penne pasta and his balls fried into meatballs and we can have meatball(human) menu in pasta. not that anyone would wanna touch that contaminated part of his i assume. but still. he deserves a horrible end! he deserved to be set fire upon/skinned/roasted like a pig alive!
i absolutely cannot stand sexual abuse, especially to minors. that poor girl was only 11 when it happened. oh my tian. i cannot fathom how people can bring themselves to harm their kins, their own blood and flesh in such a crude, cruel and violent way.
if there is a god, i suggest he turns into a rabbit the next time round.
***
i finally finished my stupid screen shots. just doing the screen shots make me wanna faint, when i think of all the codings i have to do after this!
take a look at this.
this looks deceptively simple right? just a page to show which advertiser im emailing to and the email content. let me tell you, it is soooo fcuking not!
the name and title have to be extracted from the database server. the feature that we used to display the specific advertiser and title is called label. so first you will need to link that label to the specific table and attribute in the server. and den you have to create a connection command. then you have to type the string of codes that tells the server what you wanna get. den you have to create a command called adapter to initialise the command. than you have to store it in somewhere we call a dataset. then you have to open and close the connection.
ALL FOR JUST THAT 2 GODDAMNED LINES.
complicated right? let me explain in human terms. imagine you have an apple and you wanna eat it.
1. in order to do so you need to have a mouth right? that is your label.
2.when you are eating, the muscle/cell will tell the brain to start the chewing process. that is the connection command.
3.when you swallow, the cells inside your body decide whether the stuff that just went down your gullet should be classified as shit, urine or blood or whatever. those cells are the strings of code to tell the server what you want.
4. lets say the cells decide its a pile of shit. another batch of cells will send this pile to the correct channel, the big intestine ("your shit is coming!")! this batch of cells is the adapter which tell the page that data is coming!
5. the pile of shit will stay in the colon (i think thats the term) until you cannot tahan and need a toilet break. which means the data retrieved will stay there until the page loads finish so that it can be displayed!
(i think la. HOHOHO. there's so many freaking different codes to either display data or modify them, even though technically im accessing the database to do something! yeeesh. and the email part hor, im at a total loss of wat to do.)
this is just ONE of my 19 pages, which more may be coming up because my supervisor hvn seen them. :(
so, please stop saying IT course is SLACK. it is NOT. we might not need to do calculations or what shites, but there's tonnes of paper work to do and try finding a line of error in at least 100 lines of coding. its like finding an ant on a patch of grass, and sometimes you dun even know there's an ant. debugging dont always help. more than often it leaves you even more clueless, is that an ant or mosquito?
***
i bought a new pair of black skinny online. this time i got a size bigger. HAHA. because the old one i cant squeeze up my thighs. please laugh quietly to yourself hor.
i also got another white hoodie! super loveloves. i was thinking that i dun have any white jackets, den suddenly i remember my fake converse jacket back in year 1!
that one super LOVE ok. its white with pink details. and its the only jacket i can match with my gu-niang floral/lacey skirts. yes i own them okayyyyy! i used to wear once a month. after a short while it disappeared thats why you dun see me wearing skirts anymore. HAHA.
my contact lenses havent come yet! so i continued being an algae today wearing my green bf shirt and my nails still green. weeeeee.
time to sleep and bleed! -.-
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7:28 PM
Miley Cyrus - See you again
I've got my sight set on you,
And I'm ready to aim,
I have a heart that will,
Never be tamed,
I knew you were something special
When you spoke my name,
Now, I can't wait to see you again...
I've got a way of knowing,
When something is right,
I feel like I must have known you,
In another life,
Cause I felt this deep connection,
When you looked in my eyes,
And I can't wait to see you again,
The last time I freaked out,
I just kept looking down,
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' bout
Felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said
"Oh she's just being Miley!"
The next time we hang out,
I will redeem myself
My heart it can rest till then,
Whoa! whoa! I,
I can't wait to see you again,
I got this crazy feeling
Deep inside
When you called and ask to see me
Tomorrow night,
I'm not a mind reader,
But I'm reading the signs
That you can't wait to see me again
The last time I freaked out,
I just kept looking down,
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' bout
Felt like I couldn't breath
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said
"Oh she's just being Miley"
The next time we hang out,
I will redeem myself
My heart can rest till then,
Whoa whoa I,
I can't wait to see you again,
I've got my sight set on you,
And I'm ready to aim,
The last time I freaked out,
I just kept looking down,
I st-st-stuttered when
You asked me what I'm thinkin' bout
Felt like I couldn't breathe
You asked what's wrong with me
My best friend Lesley said,
"Oh she's just being Miley"
The next time we hang out,
I will redeem myself
My heart can rest till then,
Whoa whoa I,
I can't wait to see you again,
Whoa whoa I,
I can't wait to see you again.
**
i didnt go to school today cos i didnt finish my work and im too tired. wakakakaaa.
i didnt go to night class on monday cos xb enticed me with pizza hut. his fault entirely.
**
this is xb's MSN list. wat kind of boyfriend is this? -.-phuket trip on august! anyone interested?
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1:15 AM
i am a happy girl! because:
1. xb didnt leave me for my laziness. WAHAHAHAAA.
2. i came home and there's my fave siew mai and my parents for once didnt nag.
3. i finally bought my dress and my swimming suit. i like! and its cheap.
4. finally pay is here and i can buy my contact lenses!
5. my nails are green! with black flower nail art stickers. weeee!
6. by jio-ed me for swimming! lets pray hard hard for arrival of
7. i saw my darling teo lao eng when xb brought me to bugis to shop today!
8. i bought my mum her slippers and feel proud of my filial-ness. weee!
the only bad stuffs is that tmr there is SCHOOL which i cant afford to be late and NIGHT CLASS. -.- actually there's some more shites but i cant be bothered to list them down. lets just hope those who spoiled my freaking happy mood now and before meet a horrible and sadistic and heart wrenching ending. and because im such a nice person i will not stay beside your graves and spit.
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12:04 AM
oh my mao mao, dun leave me because im lazy and like to sleep alot. :(
***
i seriously think im not cut out for 9-5 "working" life. firstly and obviously, i cant wake up. 2ndly,
i hate sitting down in front of a desk. suddenly my friends who said that im better off married after school ends seemed rather prophetic.
meow?
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11:56 PM
as requested.
hubby came down and brought me the tube top i wanted! weeee! what a great turtle for a hubby she is! WEEEEE~
***
today is a PH but i am at home with no plans. so ke lian. ~~
i realised i dunno how to deal with stress.
dang shit. the front part of my hair has curled up but the back is still rather straight. holy cow. my hair is like vegetable.
and i realised my workplace is crawling with disgusting bananas. seriously. im very glad that i am not like that.
meow?
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