Tuesday, April 29, 2008
12:31 AM
im very depressed. im round like a ball and pimples are invading my face.
i am fat and ugly. life has no more purpose.
meow?
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
10:59 PM
presenting.....
my xb is getting cuter. ^^
went to the zoo today to visit ah meng.
picture of abuse. -.-
xb actually went to "zoot" a kangaroo and expect a reply! omg! he thinks every animal is like me. -.-
walked for 3+ hours and reunited with my friends. wakakkakaaaa!
watching tv now and got a BoA poser! freaking er xin!!! insult to my BoA! not at all alike can. -.-
meow?
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
12:39 AM
my daddy the garang guni found this tiny frame spec. got a horrible feeling its meant for me. -.-
went to see doctor today.
doc: your tummy seems quite muscular. what did you do?
me: i eat.
LOL.
very very very very angry.
communications with people is supposed to be like playing tennis. you hit the ball across, the other player hits it back to you. but communication with my parents is like playing squash. its like talking to a wall, they never listen, and always assume and think that their assumptions are right.
FUCK.
ok. i did a kuku thing to my psychiatric doc shuan! HAHHAHAAAA! eh, patient's files are CONFIDENTIAL HOR!
must rmb every time i hope for your happiness. so 1 month down the road i hope to get my dinner treat. =D
meow?
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Monday, April 21, 2008
11:04 PM
what i saw on the way to school. ya lah, im one of those singaporeans who must must must take pic whenever tragedy happens. duh.
actually i took this because ive never seen a vehicle over turn in real life. bikes, yes but hello? you knock into a bike you still expect it to stand meh? -.-
i told kuku abt it and she tot i was involved in an accident! HAHAHAHAAA! one accident in my lifetime is enough hor, thank you.
but i wish my
sister was in it thou. sighh.
think about this word, penalty. wtF is penalty for? its for people to stop making mistakes in hopes that their fear of punishment gets better of them. and for the very obvious objective you will set the penalty to be something atrociously rigid right?
scenario: (this is fucking non-fiction ok)
i told that woman if she ever wore my brand new stuffs again, she will have to pay me back in full as a penalty, and its a fcuking penalty, not selling the damn thing to you.
and i told her BEFORE. its not the fucking first time.
and today the damn thing happened again.
so i told my daddy and when she came back i asked her to return me my $14 bucks.
she said i am being unreasonable.
FUCK. I ALREADY TOLD THAT DAMN SHIT AND SHE WAS THE ONE WHO STILL WENT TO WEAR IT.
you did sth wrong YOU FUCKING PAID FOR IT.
THERE IS NO BLOODY FREE LUNCH IN THE GODDAMN WORLD OK.
if a shoplifter took some food stuffs and was caught, do you think the police will accept the explanation, "i was in a rush and dont have the time to queue."?
TAKING THINGS W/O PERMISSION/PAYING = STEALING. use your stagnant brain.
she said she was in a rush and didnt know the top was brand new.
bloody shit. in a rush and you still have the time to decide to wear my stuffs. does ALL your clothes fly out of your closet when you are in a fcuking rush?
if you dont know the top was new, DEN DUN WEAR.
you dun wan people to scream at you, DEN DUN DO IT.
i wonder where is her fucking morales and rationale.
AND, she demand $30 back from me for eating her chocos and not paying her back the money she paid for buying some stuffs we agreed to SHARE.
fact: 1. i have already given her back the choco money ($11) when she asked me to PAY HER BACK ONE BOX OF IT. 2. the stuffs cost only at most $15 and so half of it is $7.50 right?
so so the total damage is only $7.50
and that slut extort additional $20 from me. (i already paid the choco BEFORE this).
one good prime example of "chi zi ji ren qian".
she claimed that the chocos was from her bf and it was "ai xin" chocolates and it justified the remaining amount.
hello, how many times has daddy told you not to put your "ai xin" things inside OUR HOME's fridge?
you did not heed it, SO SAD TOO BAD.
the top was brought online, so should i add in my work effort in compensation of money form, daddy's electric bill for the moment, his effort for working for money for the bill, the distance i have to walk to the atm and the time i spent to queue to make payment?
this is called KU XIN, which anyone can tell you it definitely weights more than your AI XIN.
and she who belongs to one of the social ills of deny-ers will definitely tell you, "can you just shut up", "you are very noisy/unreasonable" and "fuck off".
because it is all they can think of when faced with facts of their wrongs.
i bet she doesnt wanna admit her fault because she hates the fact that
im right.
i apologise for being so self-righteous. HAHAHHAAAA!
i feel better now knowing that im the better person. HEH HEH HEH.
one thing i hate the most: being
wronged.
***
was supposed to go to the zoo with xb yesterday but i woke up late. (i admit its my fault liao, happy anot???)
went to watch forbidden city instead. not bad.
oh my very kuku school (MDIS) mailed me a time table that states a friday class but the dates on it are all monday. tsk tsk tsk.
xb didnt send me home today so i took cab back with xiao ming cos im very lazy.
yes, i know i am fat and lazy but you all still love me. HAHAHAHHAAA! do not deny that.
xb had a concussion thus i had so much time to type such a long entry. its weird considering i only tickled him ytd and IM THE ONE WITH A LUMP ON MY BEAUTIFUL ROUND HEAD.
i got it from a fight with xb when i knocked my head on his table. haisss.
and worse, he ambushed me while i was taking a nap. -.-
damn. i need to go out to run.
meow?
SQUEAK!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
9:41 PM
weee! this is my shirt for today. wanna wear it as a surprise for my fat boyf when he comes to fetch me home but the surprise turn out to be he didnt go to sch.
still can tell me wake up liao when i call him.
-.-
anw, went to sch at 1030 today. shiok. den had lunch with xiao ting and xiao ming. den asked cf they all wanna eat anot and they came up. so weird can. last tm is us girls wait for them to da bao and come up to look after our things den we went down to eat. now the girls dunno disappear where and im left munching and listening to their nonsenses.
anw while eating they asked me a qn. what is the most impt criteria you seek in a boyfriend.
xiao ting says the girl must love him. xiao ming say dunno what humble shit but we all know tt actually its the looks that matters to him. wakakkaaa. and i said must have private transport.
=X
and after lunch erica came and we went up to lvl 7 and back to lvl 6 to get my things. decided to leave early cos too bo liao. i was stepping out of the block to the lift lobby and guess what? my supervisor came out of the lift.
SUAY UNTIL DUNNO WAT SHITE. bo bian i waved goodbye to him. -.-
den went to atrium cos erica wanna eat. and i msg weijie asking him what sir came in for. he told me he come in to check who's here. freaking win liao.
we were leaving and suddenly someone yelled, "kuku mun!"
teo lao eng was there! weeeeeee!
so the 3 of us took cab to jp cos they had things to buy. wakakakakaaa. we are not rich just very lazy.
den ride there was freaking funny la. i revealed xiao ming's secret #44 to her. LOL.
den went pass citibank den i ask xiao ming wanna get credit card anot. wanna act rich. LOL. but need parents' signature. dunno how to cheat them out of it. sian
wanted to go lao eng's house for my hair curler and leggings but decided to go home and shit instead. we were sitting in the back and center of the bus, den i announce to the 2 of them, "i think dun wanna go alr, i wanna go home and shit."
LOL.
went home to shit and after i slept. HAHA.
im gonna blog abt monday. sch reopen!
i woke up damn freaking late. like 830 like tt. so i took a cab to sch. HAHAA. $16++. freaking ccb.
msg around to see where the room is at. finally cf told me. heng.
at first there was really nth to do. but luckily xiao ming and xiao ting finished 1 hour early and they came to find me for crapping. LOL. so wei jie and us were outside de room shaking legs and talking about our holidays. den since it was alr 11+, we decided to go for early lunch to avoid the crowd.
den wj and i went back to the room to get our wallet, and opened the door to go out, and MY SUPERVISOR WALKED IN.
SUAY UNTIL DUNNO WHAT SHITE. i got very bad luck with this can.
hoho! anw, after lunch we went to eVenture to find the others. they had a desk/min cabin and a locker with no lock to themselves. nice. we had a long desk and a comp to ourselves. WAHAHAHAA.
left at 4 and reach pasta around 5 and niu asked me to punch in early.
super shiok working tt day. not much crowd and got entertaining ppl. finally worked with by! weeeee~
xm was trying to con us into letting her bluetooth lam's photo into our phones. WALAO. she is reali sick. den niu told her he wanted it to
bi xie.
den nelson suddenly emo agn and started singing those damn emo song. den say i also emo cos i wasnt talking much. wakakkaaa. i have been hearing tt because of my stupid ulcer, but then agn, AM I REALLY TT NOISY??
-.-
now sunday, sentosa!
had to shao mu in the morning and i reached vivo very early. so walked around and very tempted to get a black F21 dress. difficult to find one you like in S size you know! but i got a pair of slippers instead. to hit my fat boyfriend. im jk. =X
we went to eat when everyone came and i had to eat supper slowly. damn torturous. went to giant and den to top floor for the tram!
us!
see how much pain i am in? but still got old man bully me.
damn cute.
i know we are very bad, sitting down and let an old man stand and carry all the things. wakakkaaaa!
we reached!
mira guiding the old man.
went to cycle for about 2 hours and went to the beach and slacked.
being tortured.
revenge is sweet!!! wakakkaaa!
im forced-fed. =[
i seriously think xb looks like lao fu zi in this. wakakkaaa!
sweetie and i.
she left and xb wandered around.
i dunno wtF im doing.
im putting this up to show tt my camera is good. =X
ok. i was eating grapes while typing and one dropped and now i had to go find it. so bye bye.
meow?
SQUEAK!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
11:34 PM
my exams are over, hurray! BUT. sch is starting next week, just 2 freaking days away!
seriously. im freaking scared that there's no girls in my group and i have to go to the toilet alone and there's nobody to turn to help when i need a pad.
im in freaking huge pain! i cant eat. i cant smile. i cant talk much. i cant even swallow my freaking saliva without feeling any pain. FUCK CAN.
weeee. i wanna eat koko krunch.
meow?
SQUEAK!
Friday, April 11, 2008
1:29 AM
DRAMA in the house.
a person who loves you will put you before her, brother.
kuku taught me the important virtue of "move on".
in life you either learn and move on, or stay and commit the same mistakes.
meow?
SQUEAK!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
2:18 AM
meow!
i saw this thing and bu zhi bu jue ai shang ta....
this is love at first sight ok? im telling you all cos i lazy to edit the wishlist part. wakakakaa.
webbie :
http://www.moishoppingblog.blogspot.com/ seriously hor. one say last min got family prob, another one say later go out so cannot extend. a bit fake lor.
happy birthday to by! ure 18 and legal! althou you have alr done many illegal things.
kuku showed me a blog of a bitch. oh pls. if she's a fake angel, den you got 2 fake valleys in front of you.
finished with case studies exam! now left with econs, which is a oh-my-fcuking-god module. and it happens on my ihp briefing. great. there goes my chance of seeing if there's any shuai ges in my group.
i must learn how to save money! slap me if i spend. pls.
shopping anyone?
meow?
SQUEAK!
Sunday, April 06, 2008
11:48 PM
TP photos which i was lazy to upload. hehe.
laopo & i! my hair look like lioness under the freaking light. neh neh. wo bu shi ah lian hor.
gf and i! you see her hair! so funny! hahahhaaaaa! =X
peik shin, laopo and i. dunno which kuku photographer snap until my arms look so fat. -.-
kukus! i love this pic the most. =D laopo looks retarded, i look like ive grown 10 pounds annd soonie looks like shave one side of her head off. LOL!
fai zai and i! at some funny hawker center.
kah ming and long er. MY BODY GUARDS. hahahaaa!
cute anot? LOLx. yeah, we brought the same dress but in different colour!
***
went to the hell of a fcuk school called MDIS on fri after work with lao de mao. seriously. this sch is my biggest mistake so far. DAMN FREAKING LAO YA. NO SYSTEM ONE. FCUKERY NEH NEH.
we have to actually paid for some membership fee. waste of my mama and papa's money can. freaking lousy service lor. cheat my sch fee. waste dunno how many time of my youth alr. arghhh!
i wanna faster grad and leave that sch's ass cold.
went to town and got by's present. damn cute la. a couple pendant tt only has the girl's name. lol. wanna put grey shirt on the other side but scared next time is white shirt or black shirt or dunno what shirt or shorts.
went back home and fight and eat. lol.
im very glad tt we are ok. ^^
***
woke up at 2+ instead of 8am. LOL. ITS NOT MY FAULT!!!! =X
went down to NTUC and got some ingredients for xb to cook his curry fish.
was freaking late alr by the time we eat finish, and tt lao de mao still dun wanna get ready and kept singing outside the bathroom door. hello, bathroom singer ah? -.-
went to by's chalet after he is FINALLY ready! finally saw by's grey shirt but never managed to ensure they are coming to phuket with us to take up one of those double room. sian.
finally saw mira after 46094672676 months! im not the only fat one around. yes!
boon came later. to bbq for us. after tt we 3 pang seh him for a digestion walk which he never let us forget. lol.
wj des and jas came after tt. to show off their bike. im just kidding.
no photos because lou mao didnt send me.
cycling on next sun! weeee~
im bleeding alot. sian.
im supposed to be studying, so peace out. =D
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
10:51 AM
if you still wanna know, den
click .
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
12:56 AM
im freaking tired.
if only truth is laid open like a freaking book.
remember that i love you.
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