12:21 AM
i dunno whether to be pissed anot. hmph. seems to be like a repeated event.
i want this one!
its only $22. anybody wanna get for me? http://blackacacia.livejournal.com/4021.html
currently addicted to this super classic song. heard it over de radio at work. its been out since 2005. quite ancient. =X
O-Town
All or nothing
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't belive it's right I know it , know it
Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life
Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
meow?
SQUEAK!
11:47 PM
what the fcuk what the fcuk what the fcuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuk.
so you are the one who say i wanna give me allowance. den you ask me to pay for some other shitty expenses. so whats the point of giving me allowance? and when i say i will use de allowance to pay for it, is there any wrong in it? you give me the money because i work only 2 pathetic days and i cannot survive on the pittance. and when i reason it out with you, you say im scolding you. how can it be scolding when my logic is sound?
so, am i wrong?
and you ask me why i dun wanna come home. the answer is lying right that. and of course the prime example would be the one sleeping below me.
they said blood is thicker than water. but sometimes its so fcuking thick that you wish for it to dilute and so that it would flow into the brain.
***
lets recap about my wonderful days outside.
fri: kuku's birthday! weeee! had steamboat, which lao eng and i forgot to tell her! LOL. too busy with exams til we forget. 5/7 of the cliques were there. weeeee! it was fun! no photos cause we were busy eating. HAHA.
went for my night class and den to JP for movie. L changes the world! super nice i tell you. even though i had not watch all the previous eps. whatever la, L is like so cool can. but he died! im sad!
was maria for the day for a certain someone. and i only got 3 packets of tibits. and the shortage money. -.-
sun: worked opening but i was late even thou i went out early. neh neh. i hate public transport! i wan my car!
was eating staff meal with my 2 mgrs. 1 of them said xb and i look kinda alike! OMG! nononono! i dun wan my face to be like that! arghhhhhh!
=X
was sitting outside with sharon while waiting for my pizza. talked a while and we were like, freaking disgusted la. eeew. we must not be fooled by ppl's mask.
den took the train to fishermen's hideout! HE COOKED CURRY CHICKEN FOR ME! yeah! and he didnt burn down his own kitchen! LOL.
its the first time my bf cooked for me! the last one only cooked me some measly maggie mee can. QI LIANG.
watched death note 1&2. L! LOLx.
today: k with xiao mei mei and bd kor! weeeee! the shitty receptionist didnt ask us whether we wanted student rates. just gave us the normal one. when the bill came we were like shocked. i complained to the guy and he gave us 2 more hours for free. but im still not satisfied la. i wanna lodge a formal complaint. NEH NEH.
ate dinner at clementi and kuku and i went home.
should i cut my hair? my fringe is growing like a snail pace.
its my fat son's birthday! weeee! you can come out of diapers!
meow?
SQUEAK!
4:24 AM
i changed the skin! hippo!
YES! its the end of the exam! end of my fcuk up year 2! YEAH!
was freaking kan chiong to finish my eCAD paper today. few more minutes to the last 30 minutes of the paper and im still there! faster scribble down my answers and left the exam venue. came out and saw my classmates waiting for me. still can tell me im very "fast".
im not the only gone case. HOHO!
at least i used 1 hr & 30 mins to do it. de 1st 2 paper i came out when the 1 hr was up. HAHA.
went to erica hse after tt. they wanted to teach my majong but no, imma good girl who dun gamble.
went to wml to meet xb cos im afraid he misses me too much. HOHOHO!
holiday is here! im so happy tt im still awake!
steamboat, movie & k on the way! weeeee!
meow?
SQUEAK!
11:12 PM
happy belated v'day to all! you are loved by ME! =D
a summary of my very romantic day: dinner at mos burger, movie at westmall, HOME.
oh, and hysterical laughing with the big eye woman on the way to bugis while xb waited 2 hrs. HAHA. yeah!
bought roses for laopo and juzi too! made a mini vase of flowers using pasta's dessert cup for kuku and xb. weeee!
the big eye kuku! very zhuai hor?
i win! lalalaaaa~
my gift. CHOCOLATE. i am not fat so i can eat them all. weeee~
laopo and i! after shopping. =D bought DRESSES again. weeee! and i bought a thicker tights so that it will not tear easily. =Xam whining at daddy for my LG phone. =[
meow?
SQUEAK!
12:25 AM
i learn one thing today. if you have extremely heavy flow, stay at home and bleed.
i worked full and am now surviving on 3 hrs of sleep.
i did closing for the 1st time in 3 months. maybe 4? =X
i finished both my staff meals today.
sat:
met up with cliques of 7 for bai nian at papa loh & mr soh house. weeee! after tt went to laopo house! and after that went to fishermen hideout! wakakaaaaa~
i ate 2 reunion dinners this year.
i ran out of clothes to wear.
i slim down to 47 and grew fatter agn.
i tore my brand new tights. NEH NEH.
i dunno wat else to say.
meow?
SQUEAK!
2:37 AM
The Veronicas - I can't stay away
This is wrong
I should be gone
Yet here we lay
'Cause I can't stay away
Roses bloom
In your dirty room
I come to play
'Cause I can't stay away
No I can't stay away-ay
I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
No I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I was numb
For you I come
Night and day
And I can't stay away
No I can't stay away
I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
No I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I wish I could
Leave and never return
Baby, I know I should
But for you I'd burn
Stay away
'Cause I can't stay away-ay
I'm conflicted
I inhale now I'm addicted
To this place
To you babe
I can't stay away
Can't stay away
We get up, we go down
Then we go one more round
It's wrong, they say
I can't stay a- I can't stay away
No I can't stay a- I can't stay away
I can't stay away
I can't stay away
I can't stay away
I can't stay away
meow?
SQUEAK!
3:32 AM
weeee! its CNY!
i spent the WHOLE day cleaning. why? because my good for nth sis CLAIMED that she cleaned up the room when she so did not. like wtfuuuuuuck pls.
i tot of a way to save dusting time. im gonna buy lotsa cloths to cover my things, so that the dust will fall on to the cloth instead, and i can throw once every 3 months. and i dun have to clean! weeeee~
i wanna go ikea today to look for containers or basket. to stuff everyth in and cover with cloth. HAHA.
asked kuku to go chinatown with me since its super late alr but she's LAZY! bish! but somehow she managed to guess my purpose. AWW KNOW ME SO WELL. =X
i got my bucket bag and black eyeliner! weeeee! and i got nail polish and a PINK SKIRT. im getting retarded.
i feel like eating bak kwa but my mama hvn cut it up. HOHOO.
im addicted to nail art again. HEEEHEHEEE.
and all those ppl who send me cny messages, thanks for sending them in CHINESE. -.-
meow?
SQUEAK!
2:50 AM
lil things.
friday
- last IS lesson with role play. freaking funny.
- overslept for night class. weeeee~
- i went jogging for the first time in 74y92601729 months.
saturday
- was early for opening because daddy sent me to work. ^^
- xb fetched me back from work and almost had an accident because he was aftering my insurance money.
sunday
- was late for opening because i took public transport. wakakakakaaaaa~
- shopping with xm after work. got sth for mummy and myself. ^^
- xb is sick. he got insurance! yeah! HIAK HIAK.
meow?
SQUEAK!
