1:13 AM
i hate the unfortunate time of the month. and i never pms yesterday.
worked afternoon today in pasta. and i work because theres no school, i dun pon ok!
one of the chefs told me i looked like i lost weight. weee~ happily went home and weigh myself. still 47kg! wtF. make me happy onli.
i still maintain that you are wrong and i am right and she ought to tell me. call me stubborn.
random.
meow?
SQUEAK!
6:05 PM
if i find out that all these happen during that short period of time, i fcuking swear i will pray for your fcuking death every fcuking night before i sleep. the least you could do is make the fcuking relationship work instead of fucking hooking on to some other fcuking women.
i wanna put your head into the pasta pan and fry and serve it to her.
0220am
i hvn finish my assignment.
so now its her fault for telling me. and now its my fault for blowing up with all tt cursing.
i am not one of your ex-es. however they treat you doesnt mean i would do so. im not the kind who looks to hurt ppl. dun fcuking degrade me that way.
u dun wanna start a r/s, u fcuking back out striaght away when i gave u the chance to. you dun go around telling me bs like u will protect the girls u love. you dun go and hold my hand and hug my fcuking fat body. and u dun tell me yr heart isnt there after all tt happen, no matter how fast or brief.
and u dun tell me you are scared you will hurt me after all that happened. i dun need any fucking pity from you.
meow?
SQUEAK!
11:58 PM
was blog surfing just now. realised my entries are quite pitiful. but then, not much going on and ive been lazy. =x
saw my kuku name in by's blog. hahaa. guess i should mention her today. =x had dinner with her and her skinny friend on wed. haha. $21.80 meal consisting of 3 pasta (which i must add that by & i got tummy aches upon reaching home. -.^) , banana pizza, a combo C, soda & 3 cups of deserts. the wonder of staff discount. HAHA. got a free ride home and most imptly, i got to see my darling by! =D
one kuku is lacking sleep, another is NOT sleeping. you 2 should switch lives. LOLx.
its 12am and no news of my dunkin donuts. =[ kuku is bad.
sometimes i see ppl always saying, "nobody understands me". its kinda.. pissing. its like, this sentence is directing at friends who you think are not "friend" enough. but look, have you ever try to open yourself up? you think that people dun try to reach to you, but sometimes its you who have to do your part and open up a little. nobody knows exactly when u are having a breakdown or need someone to lend a shoulder. maybe we should pay more attention, but hey we are not mind readers.
read in this person's past entries, and there's a posting about how people have been treating relationships lightly. and it got me thinking, what rights does this person have to say about such things, what do you reali know abt r/s? oh well, just my opinion.
and doctor shaun owes me a movie treat for pang seh-ing me. HAHA.
broke like a fcuking ass man. i hate having to get new things for work. waste of money. esp if its just stuffs that u buy for solely work, not versatile stuffs tt can be used for outings etc.
anw, ive gotten another new job. will be working in ms in paragon starting aug. yeah! no more old bitches (hopefully) and ugly donal duck uniform at warehouse! can u imagine a piece of black woolen cloth with ribbon actually cost $96? yep, tts the price of my freaking uniform. which make up 2 days of my weekday pay.
i must say, i hate working in high-end boutique. full of whiny old bitches who think that they are the queen of the freaking world just they have more greens than us. hags who see u as a mere insignificant salesgirl to serve and carter to their every whine and whim. bloody hell.
so why am i working there? the work is good, and the uniform is cute (LOL). i guess u ppl are thinking its because of a certain someone. yes, initially tts the reason. its not easy working with a bamboo in the kitchen who just happen to be your ex-boyfriend.
also, ive been working so long, and my freaking pay is still de same! in tt full-of-old-bitches place, my starting pay is alr higher den PM. 6.50 and 5.00, which one will u choose?
ive got another 2000 worded essay to typeeeeee! tian ahh.
meow?
SQUEAK!
10:02 AM
no more urge to work anymore. thinking of marrying myself off to some rich guy. 3rd or 4th mistress its alright for me.
kidding.
despite the fact that my bank acct dun even have a pitiful $50, still went to eat sakae sushi buffet with clsmates. i ought to shoot myself.
my 3-day-weeks has dwindled to 2-day-week. hehehehee.
3 essays to type. fucked.
meow?
SQUEAK!
11:41 PM
when can i have the money so tt i can move out of this worm hole?
meow?
SQUEAK!
1:38 AM
im fucking tired.
people have been telling me that my action is too rash. maybe, but i dun think so. its not about who's worth me doing it, its about me. its about me not being able to stand there and smile and laugh and pretend everything is alright.
apart from the physical lethargy, im actually fine. for most of the time anyway.
and my soul is still intact. dun need to put tails men or cast spell on me. -.-
very fun meh?
meow?
SQUEAK!
10:26 PM
have you wondered im might be starting to love you. not that it matters i guess.
the rest of today's entry. ask the pw from me. i might give it to u.
meow?
SQUEAK!
12:34 AM
assignments and more assignments! i dunnnnn like.
went out today and spent a bomb. well, not really but i feel guilty nonetheless. got a black topshop tunic, a navy green long spag top, a cute a lil handbag, black demin shorts and a brown elastic belt.
and sushi buffet with shuan! and i hereby declared he is a qualified doctor. hahaha!
walked around town and crapped some more. aids digestion. =x
left at 7+ to find kukus at bugis. yeahh! nong nong since the 3 of us were out tgt.
know what is this? the slipper kuku accidentally threw out when she was laughing too hard. =x
kuku and i! laopo wasnt in it cos she was too busy eating. =xit still feels weird.
meow?
SQUEAK!
