Saturday, May 19, 2007
2:34 AM
i feel like quitting school. [note, its
quitting, not changing courses].
i dread going to school. i hate my fcuking modules.
i got like mountains of work to be submitted. my bloody bio GUI programming and the 1 week old e-learning. my ooad prat 3 using some dumb software. [come to think of it, i dun think ive ever submitted any ooad practials]. i
hate having to use softwares. cOs it means more things to learn. as if dumb theoretical stuffs arent enough.
I WANNA DROP OUT OF IT!!!!
should have done so in year 1.
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went to sch today for a bloody 45 mins. waste my bloody time only. I&E is another fcuking dumb module. the fac kept hinting us to do a large scale one. more ppl = more
work. and i fcuking hate work.
event management is a stupid piece of crap. dun ever take that.
headed to IMM and had lunch at mos burger with some long lost souls. hahahaa! not reali. i guess ive been too busy busy busy to meet up with anyone. gotta have better time management.
bought 2 white graphic tops. yesh, graphic with pictures. which is pretty surprising considering that 99% of my wardrobe consist of plain/picture-less clothes. stripes not counted hor.
anyway, was trying out the tops, and i cant even wear S for tops anymore! ok la, not exactly cant wear, but i gotta squeeze and suck in like hell so that everything seem flat and nice. TORTURE LA. why like tt.
i am a fat kuku. i feel so depressed. everywhere is bulging out where it shouldnt be. and where it should be bulging, its flat like some pancakes. NA BEIIIIIII!
i wanna cry. i need a big and huge boyfriend to hug so that i look significantly smaller. [just kidding.]
went to work after that. somehow the mood for work was there. was cashier with hubby! :] so happy. didnt even give anyone attitude and even upsell! and
tried not to be so lazy and repeat some orders. =D
walked eisen and hubby home! =D althou to them, its more of them sending me to the bus stop. but hey, your homes are nearer ok.
no croaking for these 2 days. yippieee!
i need more skinny tops. gotta start buying black clothings again. to give that illusion of thinness. the great battle with weight = time to buy new clothes. i soo know how to twist things around.
pimples are invading my face again. arghhhh! i dun like.
gotta save! taiwan taiwan taiwan! =D
adieus.
meow?
SQUEAK!
