2:04 AM
i am only at 855 words, and my brain is falling asleep.
meow?
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5:39 PM
eeeeeeeeeeeks. i saw temptations online agn. itchy hand. =D
was working ytD, and i realised one of the new chefs is in the same ebf class as me. and ive totally no idea until he came and ask me abt the assignment. and i can dumbly answer him, then thought back " how come he knows?"
getting more and more kuku.
hais. BROKE. i wanna go genting with hubby, and tw with my classmates. but well, my bank acct is looking pretty optimistic. well, blame it on my kuku-ness. always paying for my friends first, then forget abt it totally. (im not implying im cheated of my money, but my lack of brain cells).
EBF! 2000 words essay! i feel like shooting myself.
I NEED MORE BRAIN CELLS LA.
meow?
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4:01 PM
CTs are coming soon, assignments are due as well. zZzzz.
ive finally gotten my "blue alive tingy" from kuku!
weee!
worked ytD and my manager passed me this.
employee of the month. HEH HEH HEH. kukus, we can watch pirates of the carribean for (almost) free! =D
working today at 6. yeah! finally can go outside and "run". =D
i know im not a very nice person. i dun expect ppl to love the 100% of me. but well, if you dun like me, you can just bloody say so. dun implicate others pls.
meow?
SQUEAK!
12:07 AM
weee! finally had the time to go out with friends after so long.
forgot to set my alarm clock for school last time, so i woke up at 11+ today. HAHA. went for my bio lessons. SO CHIMMMMMMM LA. can die man.
went to LT 28 to tap our card and left sch! yes, ive got the time to go out because i sacrifice my lesson time. =x
cabbed to vivocity. with erica, sarah and sharon. yeah! i like to go out with them cOs i can always sit in the back of the cab. =p
ate our dinner at white dot cafe. or dog? watever la. nice place, and pretty good food. =D
window shopped. and i reali mean WINDOW. none of us bought a single thing, yet we spend so much time in shops like we gonna buy 100+ bucks worth of stuffs. HAHA. yes, we have come to our senses.
wanted to buy a blue racerback from mango, but my budget conscience stopped me. now its sleeping, and i wonder why i didnt get it.
parted ways and reach home at ard 1045.
sunday:
kuku's outing! went to the 3Bs. boonlay, bugis and bukit panjang.
weeee! been long long and looooong since we went out together for some serious shopping! =D
bought a white flare long top, a pair of strappy flats, white shorts, white slogan tee and sth for beanie. HEH HEH HEH. u will love it. =D
saw a skinny polo tee but i forgotten to buy it! arghh! my kukuness is getting terrible. wanted to get a red tweety top and a urber cuteee black covered heels with bows, but my budget conscience started nagging. :[
managed to persuade kukus to buy things. my power of persuasion. heh heh heh.
took neos! lalaaa~
cancelled our movie marathon and headed to bukit panjang instead. for kukus' manager, azlin our mama house for her son's birthday. we were the last to reach! we were so late, that we were the only souls there. HAHA.
got her son a bubble spray and watched him happily open his present while we ate. watched tv and left ard 12.
happy! since long when we last shopped and crapped together. =D i love my kukus!
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12:54 AM
dang. im such a kuku. i kept 4getting to tap my ez-link card now tt the concession is overdue. i hate topping up! especially using my own money. =p
***
worked today. my poor hubby was sick! :[ get well soon ok. closing is lonely without you singing with me.
oh yeah! i 4got to blog about what happened last night at work. was preparing to take the cloth for baked pasta to wash, and suddenly i saw a fcuking big COCKROACH there!
scared the bloody daylight outta me. i grabbed eisen by his sleeves and demand that he kill it. [catching it wasnt enough, it must be DEAD.] den i ran out and declared that im not gonna step into cashier as long as the kroach is there.
left hubby inside to do cashier and after a while, she decided to return the favour by doing the same tingy. -.-
I HATE COCKROACHES!
***
anyway, juzi "brought" me to work today. hahhaa. browse around westmall and saw the type of jumper i was looking for. unfortunately, the price wasnt wat im looking for. :[
sorry girl tt i didnt you a bday gift! was thinking of getting u tmr cOs was too dang busy the past weeks to get it. =D
***
kuku eng told me that she has something for me! and its something ALIVE. goodness. somehow it made me thought of the cockroach. YUCKS!
***
hubby was talking to me on msn abt my previous post. she asked whether i was seriously about quitting school. hmm, thought about it and decided that, if i fail any sem3 modules, i will definately quit. i dun wanna retake module in sem4, damn dui lian.
so i must have the motivation to studyy! like the mountain of bio & ooad practs tt needed to be completed!
hais.
***
i wanna move out of this hole. seriously. i cant stand living under the same roof with tt bitch any longer.
meow?
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2:34 AM
i feel like quitting school. [note, its quitting, not changing courses].
i dread going to school. i hate my fcuking modules.
i got like mountains of work to be submitted. my bloody bio GUI programming and the 1 week old e-learning. my ooad prat 3 using some dumb software. [come to think of it, i dun think ive ever submitted any ooad practials]. i hate having to use softwares. cOs it means more things to learn. as if dumb theoretical stuffs arent enough.
I WANNA DROP OUT OF IT!!!!
should have done so in year 1.
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went to sch today for a bloody 45 mins. waste my bloody time only. I&E is another fcuking dumb module. the fac kept hinting us to do a large scale one. more ppl = more work. and i fcuking hate work.
event management is a stupid piece of crap. dun ever take that.
headed to IMM and had lunch at mos burger with some long lost souls. hahahaa! not reali. i guess ive been too busy busy busy to meet up with anyone. gotta have better time management.
bought 2 white graphic tops. yesh, graphic with pictures. which is pretty surprising considering that 99% of my wardrobe consist of plain/picture-less clothes. stripes not counted hor.
anyway, was trying out the tops, and i cant even wear S for tops anymore! ok la, not exactly cant wear, but i gotta squeeze and suck in like hell so that everything seem flat and nice. TORTURE LA. why like tt.
i am a fat kuku. i feel so depressed. everywhere is bulging out where it shouldnt be. and where it should be bulging, its flat like some pancakes. NA BEIIIIIII!
i wanna cry. i need a big and huge boyfriend to hug so that i look significantly smaller. [just kidding.]
went to work after that. somehow the mood for work was there. was cashier with hubby! :] so happy. didnt even give anyone attitude and even upsell! and tried not to be so lazy and repeat some orders. =D
walked eisen and hubby home! =D althou to them, its more of them sending me to the bus stop. but hey, your homes are nearer ok.
no croaking for these 2 days. yippieee!
i need more skinny tops. gotta start buying black clothings again. to give that illusion of thinness. the great battle with weight = time to buy new clothes. i soo know how to twist things around.
pimples are invading my face again. arghhhh! i dun like.
gotta save! taiwan taiwan taiwan! =D
adieus.
meow?
SQUEAK!
1:45 AM
女:我曾经以为那是一次潇洒的邂逅
所以我一直相信能够轻易说hello
抱著游戏的心情
考验自己没有防备的感情
不在乎自己有没有这种能力
*男:我必须承认不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的余地
#男:是你决定我的伤心
女:是你决定我的伤心
合:如果我们还会重新相遇
我会用感觉拥有所有的你
+男:是你决定我的伤心
女:是你决定我的伤心
合:如果我们还会重新相遇
我不会让你决定我的伤心
相信我
不是有意打扰你的心
但我如何知道
竟会是你决定我的伤心
nice song! and i know how to read most of the chinese words. =x
i gotta sleep early man. reali should do sth abt my lateness. :[
所以我一直相信能够轻易说hello
抱著游戏的心情
考验自己没有防备的感情
不在乎自己有没有这种能力
*男:我必须承认不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情闯进尘封已久的禁地
让我们失去选择的余地
#男:是你决定我的伤心
女:是你决定我的伤心
合:如果我们还会重新相遇
我会用感觉拥有所有的你
+男:是你决定我的伤心
女:是你决定我的伤心
合:如果我们还会重新相遇
我不会让你决定我的伤心
相信我
不是有意打扰你的心
但我如何知道
竟会是你决定我的伤心
nice song! and i know how to read most of the chinese words. =x
i gotta sleep early man. reali should do sth abt my lateness. :[
meow?
SQUEAK!
1:09 AM
today work was damn draining. so many people! and im a turtle support. =x
walked meihui, eisen & desmond home. seee, so nice of me! no la, just till the bus stop before wml. =x
anyway, des was talking abt his bike practical and somehow the topic drifted to driving. and they told me my batch can still learn driving at 18! yippieee! gonna start saving. =D
my e-learning! hais.
i wanna sell my phone away! i wan a cyber shot phone. any takers? =d
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2:59 PM
dang. im such a fcuking retard. always waiting til the last minute den im willing to drag my ass to complete assignemts, with the thought "sunday 2359PM is the deadline".
except that de bloody deadline is thursday & friday.
wat a bloody ass you are, kuku.
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1:15 AM
worked today, and i feel so drained. dunno why.
the frog is back. now working seems more dull.
tired! but somemore got the urge to push myself to do e-learning. stupid piece of shit.
i think ive found it. the thing to let go.
meow?
SQUEAK!
12:29 AM
demin shorts, white shorts, green racer, white/grey/black babydoll top, bleached jeans. KUKU AH! pls stop spending.
im rotting.
so freaking nice can! i like the one brown especially. if someone will get me all 3 i will die and go straight to heaven. =xi was just told that appraisal is anually, instead of 3 months like what we have been told before! i feel so cheated! arghhhh!
meow?
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2:19 PM
i love you guys all the same. make up soon.
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1:06 AM
weeeee!
i learnt sth new toady! i learnt how to carry a baby! =D
the last time i tried to carry one was when i was 5 and its my brother. and i almost dropped him. since then ive never try to carry one.
till today. was rather reluctant to carry veron, but sharon forced her to me. since she was so skinny and veron would probably prefer someone with fats, i bravely took her. =x
i tried to carry, but she was too heavy so i had her lying on my arms. machiam breast feeding tt position, but dun worry, no milk came out .
daniel came in and was shocked. cOs i always claimed i dunno how to carry one. but he took a proper look at how veron was handled, and he said, "look like you still dunno how to carry one."
ok, fine!
anway, caught spidey 3 on sat! with fai. its freaking nice, althou a lil draggy. harry died, and the cute photographer as well. =[
thanks buddy for the treat! =d
e-learning week! YESH! jio me out ppl, ive got NO SCH.
meow?
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1:23 PM
i guess ive worked too much on weekends. now ive got the day off and theres so freaking many time on hands tt ive no idea wat to do.
ytD was project day. DB & IS cramped into a day. getting lazier all of us. always last min work. haha!
its done and over with. yeahyeahyeah! its e-learning week the next. yippieee! no sch!
speaking of lazy, im really getting from bad to worst. cabbed to and fro. was simply too lazy to take bus. very rich ah kuku? -.-
after projects was a trip to bugis with the girls. shopping trip yes, but not on clothes (finally).
my greeeeeeeen ipod shuffle! got it for 120$. could have gotten it for a mere 70$, exactly identical just w/o the bitten apple & wma support, but yes i am very brand conscious.had steamboat for dinner after that and shared our food with huge houseflies.
left for home pretty early, because of that monthly inconvenience. dang.
this is very random, but i realised guys like to drink coke, and they are oblivious to the fact that it actually kills sperm. i rmb one of the chefs in PM enjoy making us getting coke for him till i told him coke kills sperm. (now he ask for ice tea.)
guys are weird.
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1:04 AM
i think im gonna die any minute soon. i feel so tired. i need sleep. no school please. no work please.
i can feel tt my health is deteriorating fast. i woke up to amazingly high sugar levels. once i woke up i cant feel my arms. im getting car-sick easily. im getting dizzy easily.
i saw all the red little dots on my face and it scares me to death. even if i have to go, i wanna die with a flawless face.
projects projects projects. i fcuking hate projects. i tot oop is bad enuf, buth here comes the mother of all horror, ooad. but it cant be compared with the god of terror, bio info. fcuking huge mistake of my life. i think i rather be connecting computers then converting dna to protein.
maybe tt will be my last glance of you.
ignore me.
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